Are We the Antithesis? (lyrics)

i remember riding in your car
you’d have my mind changed all the way around before we got there
i remember talkin’ to you on the phone
when you were too drunk to care
i remember sayin you were my best friend
thinkin’ you were like the brother i never had

forgiveness means letting go
but it doesn’t mean i don’t know
what you’d do to me again if you had your way

i remember when i saw her open up a little
let me know ‘bout the way you treated my only kin
you tell me still that you wanna marry her someday
but i swore long ago i’d never let you touch her again
i remember sayin you were my best friend
thinkin’ you were like the brother i never had

forgiveness means letting go
but it doesn’t mean i don’t know
what you’d do to me again if you had your way
forgiveness means breaking walls
but it doesn’t mean that i fall
for the same old tricks that i did just yesterday

i remember more than anything the guilt and the pain
and i remember you telling me how much you had changed
i remember how i used to be so terrified of you
but now just watch me shake your hand and walk away

forgiveness means letting go
but it doesn’t mean i don’t know
what you’d do to me again if you had your way
forgiveness means breaking walls
but it doesn’t mean that i fall
for the same old tricks that i did just yesterday