They try to tell me nothing's perfect
But there's better and there's worse, it's
Easy to see that nothing's worth it
When you're hurting, skirting round despair
'Cause nothing's fair
And I look round and nothing's there
Then I look inside and heart is where
Who knows? Who cares?
I'm scared, but that ain't nothing new
I'm overdue for death
But I'm not old enough yet
I'm upset but unimpressed by all I've managed to forget
And regret is like the pills I take daily to keep me sanely functional
But I ain't sane or functional
I'm under a compunction to keep misunderstanding ever second of this dumb shit
So what am I writing for
Act like I'm fighting for some dumb wish
What the world could be
I've been a few places but still got no idea what my world should be
So fuck this shit, nobody reads it
Fuck my shit, nobody needs it
No friends, life ends
No one gives a fuck about
Same old thoughts I'm stuck around
Same old thoughts just up and down
Game's been bought, I'm nothing now
Maybe I'll reach up from the ground
But right now I'm just drowning
