Tempestuous Terrestrial

So,
I’m sad
To say
That I’m beginning
To forget
How this began
But I
Fear
That I will see
The way
It ends
With blinded
Heart
And speeding
Eyes
Softened
Ears
Quickened
Anger
Confusion
Mistrust
Distrust
Iron rusts
On railings
Without us
To run by
In the rain
In the hail
Did I fail
Or did I
Simply
Fail
You
?