The Sound of Two Glass Bottles Colliding

I wake up choking in the night

I am alone again

I hold these memories inside

Till I am home again

There you go just walking by

I am alone again

But if you turn, you'll catch my eye

I will be home again

If letting go

Means you'll be free

Then you should know

You are free from me

But as I shed

This crimson hue

Tonight I'll break

These veins for you

See the silence stretching thin

(their eyes to stab out all that feels)

They say it is a wall that heals

(watch your mask get so worn in)

Or listen to the cursing mouth

(a crimson kiss of distant bliss, the midst of this the mourning sound)

And the blood-drenched horrors it reveals

(this bitter blade won't let me out now)

I contain your photograph with eyes that laugh back at my bad math

Adding up the consequence for every straying thought

A frame to fill with hopes I've dashed to cash in on wrath

All the while knowing he will hurt you in the end

You have such twisted friends

I was the worst of them

I was the worst

I was

There you go just walking by

I am alone again

Never meant to say goodbye

You were my only friend